11:11 PM Make a Lovely Wish

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. 

                                                                           -Marilyn Monroe

                                 
           I thought about dedicating this post to the boy who really broke my heart and screwed my mind. But whats the point of revisiting the past other than to reflect on the lessons we've learned? I don't think in my case reflecting here would help much I have a bad habit of reflecting on a weekly basis how all the time and effort I put into that "relationship" was for naught. I was 16 when he broke my heart and it was my first love...yes that mushy word indeed LOVE... ughh how I loath him now, I actually saw him sometime back at a restaurant and he gave me that little head nod and his huge cheesy smile...for shame! he actually still had the ability to melt my stone cold heart! I couldn't hate myself any more than I did at that moment! But anyways why title it "11:11 PM Make a Lovely Wish" well even though I really do dislike him now, the moments we spent together were so sweet and lovely, we would talk through all hours of the night till one of us fell asleep(yes these were school nights haha) and he would walk me home after school and then walk all the way back on his own (he lived no where in my direction :)) he was a different person then. I loved that person. He died when he changed. But I'd still thank him for the memories. Thats all.

-Marybby<3