Healing

“Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans.” 
― John Lennon

Just because life is a bitch doesn't mean I will never give up on it. I have not suffered the most in this world, I don't even deserve pity, not that I would like it. So I will push forward even if this hellish downpour decides to turn into a hurricane. I will make something of my self, and then once I have I'll help others move forward as well, because while I find life a bit meaningless there are some things I want out of it, I want to see my family as one again, I want to believe once again that not all men are pigs, I want my heart back, and I want to see my nieces and nephews grow strong and smart. I want to believe that this world isn't as horrible as my mind sets it to be, so if this is healing...then I'll give it my all.